Way to long

It has been way to long. I have gone through a lot of changes in the last couple of weeks. Physical changes, emotional changes and spirtual changes. I have started a new job and re-started my workout routine. Yeah...I slipped up again:( My new job has weird hours so it has taken time for me to figure out how to balance everything. I am proud to say, I figured it out!!!

Now my next subject. I recently watched a movie with Stu. It's call Fireproof. This movie was an eye opener. I saw a lot of myself in the main female character named Catherine. This movie made me really exam my own marriage, life and spirtuality. It is no secret I have been going through a rough patch lately. During this time I have doubted EVERYTHING in my life. I don't know who or what to belive in. It is such a scary feeling it is hard to explain. I have doubted my belief in G-D and myself for that matter. In this movie Fireproof one major thing that stuck out is you must love yourself before you can love another. Having major issues with that!!!!


Thoughts?!?!?